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I hate ponies.

I hate them.
I hate them.
I hate them.


They are NOT art.


e_e

I love being able to sit in silence in class watching everyone else talking. Enjoying themselves while procrastinating that math assignment which I already have done with more than needed time to spare. I love taking out my book and reading it while other people's conversations are so damn loud I can barely focus on the first word my eyes see. I love thinking about how some people are complete assholes and yet they have a more fulfilled life including friends, activities, and lack of boredom.
I love being in a class where I actually enjoyed myself but I have been told everyone is a fake-friend in there. My one place of peace and it's ruined with a stupid-ass comment that just barely slipped someone's mouth. And at the end of class, everyone scatters into the hallway, being busy with their crowds and friendships. I get to scurry away to my next class without interruptions.
I can't even imagine what it would be like to be on top of the world anymore. Those days are long gone. I had this very awesome friend, but then she moved. I also had this other friend, who's moved in my mind considering his friends are over there, and not anywhere near me... I don't even know how I would be if I had friends. What do I even do? I clearly don't have anything interesting to say unless its about myself because I barely ever care what's going on in other people's worlds. I have only a few exceptions but what does that matter? One's off doing his own thing, another is with me all the time so there's no guessing, and one's so far I can't even begin to say how much I wish he was back here.
I am Holden Caufield in the worst way.
I don't want to grow up. I'm severely scared. Nobody knows that. I'm just a well-behaved student getting almost all A's going along my highschool career silently. Nobody knows. Nobody knows. Nobody knows. Nobody knows. Nobody knows.

No one will ever know because no one cares.

I am Holden Caufield and I just want to be a kid again. I want to leave school every second of every minute of every aching hour of the day so I can be free outside where the sun light is bright. The sun light... I haven't even been in the sun for days. I can't remember the last time I was just outside. Just to be there.
Do you know how green the grass is? Or how blue the sky can get? Beautiful.
But no.
Don't say I chose to be this way. I can't have it any other way. Shall I just go up to my only acquaintance and invite myself back into his life? Rude.
I have too many prejudgements about everyone to even begin a friendship with anybody.
Girls are liars.
Girls are liars.
Girls are liars.
obviously.

Music isn't my damn best friend. It can literally kill me if it wanted to.

Do you know how many times a day I daydream about breaking my fists on the bathroom mirrors at school?
The only thing holding me back is that I like my right hand because it can do my only skill, drawing.
I don't even like to draw.
I hate it.


emi.

i had a lesbian-sexy dream about betsy.




ALTERNATIVE
[] Breaking Benjamin
[] Paramore
[] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[] Linkin Park
[] The Academy Is…
[] Coldplay
[] Three Days Grace
[] Yellowcard
[] 30 Seconds to Mars
[] Rise Against
[x] Nirvana
TOTAL SO FAR: 1 (i thought i was an alternative junky...guess not.)

COUNTRY
[] Rascal Flatts
[] Carrie Underwood
[] Leanne Rimes
[] Garth Brooks
[] Dixie Chicks
[] Kenny Chesney
[] Tim McGraw
[] Faith Hill
[] Shania Twain
TOTAL SO FAR: 0

"EMO" MUSIC
[] Hawthorne Heights
[] Panic! At The Disco.
[x] From First to Last
[] Senses Fail
[] Underoath
[] Something Corporate
[] Hit The Lights
[] Silverstein
[] Dear Whoever
[] Chiodos
TOTAL SO FAR: 2

INDIE
[ ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[ ] Death Cab for Cutie
[ ] Dashboard Confessional
[xxxxx] The Killers
[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[ ] Gym Class Heroes
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxx] Franz Ferdinand
[ ] Modest Mouse
TOTAL SO FAR: 4

METAL
[ ] Slipknot
[ ] System of a Down
[ ] Disturbed
[ ] Metallica
[ ] Guns n' Roses
[ ] Lamb of God
[ ] Slayer
[ ] Atreyu
[ ] Killswitch Engage
[ ] Avenged Sevenfold
[ ] CKY
TOTAL SO FAR: 4

POP
[ ] Teddy Geiger
[ ] Ashlee Simpson
[ ] Kelly Clarkson
[ ] Jesse McCartney
[ ] Avril Lavigne
[ ] Pink
[] Natasha Bedingfield
[ ] Mcfly
[ ] Jonas Brothers
TOTAL SO FAR: 4

SCREAMO
[ ] job for a cowboy
[ ] drop dead gorgeous
[ ] blessthefall
[ ] the devil wears prada
[ ] bring me the horizon
[ ] dance club massecure
[ ] preschool tea party massecure
[ ] Scary Kids Scaring Kids
TOTAL SO FAR: 4

RAP
[ ] nas
[ ] Paul Wall
[ ] 2pac
[ ] mims
[ ] Ludacris
[ ] Lil' Jon
[ ] Outkast
[ ] 50 Cent
[ ] birdman
[ ] three 6 mafia
[ ] lil wayne
[ ] Eminem
TOTAL SO FAR: 4

SKA
[ ] Rancid
[ ] The Aquabats
[ ] Sublime
[ ] No Doubt
[ ] Reel Big Fish
[ ] Mustard Plug
TOTAL SO FAR: 4

MODERN ROCK
[ ] Taking Back Sunday
[ ] All American Rejects
[ ] Motion City Soundtrack
[x] Angels and Airwaves
[ ] Evanescence
[ ] My Chemical Romance
[ ] Drowning Pool
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink 182
TOTAL SO FAR: 7

CLASSIC ROCK
[ ] The Beatles
[ ] Led Zeppelin
[ ] Black Sabbath
[ ] The Rolling Stones
[ ] The Who
[ ] Pink Floyd
[ ] Meat Loaf
[ ] Queen
[ ] Poison
[ ] AC-DC
[ ] Journey
[ ] Fleetwood Mac
[ ] Tom Petty
[ ] Iron Maiden
[ ] The Police
Total: 7

sucky.

sonic's a fun game.
but sonic is also LAME ASS ART.
jesussssss >_<

there's no creativity in changing the colors of sonic characters and calling them yours.
icky icky icky
i dont like see hedgehogs and echidnas (spelling?) making out. :C


im always complaining about other people's work on here.
but im sick of searching images on here.


emi.
(tyler durden)